how can i erase something in my minD ....

tonite, i've seen something that i woulD never never ever thought i coulD see..... sigh ... n i feel really baD about it .... i wish i have never seen it ... sigh .. n now i'm really feeling baD for her... sigh .....

ummm

it's been a long looong while since my last blog... what have happeneD to me ? nothing worth to book about it ? or simply too lazy to write anything ... ha... guess i shoulD start to write something again .... ummm ...

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當一個人唔開心既時候，就算係一啲解決唔到既問題，都會搵一個幾無理既方法發洩。。。因為我都唔知點算。。。

sometimes i wish ...

sometimes i wish i can be a little bit irresponsible.... sometimes i wish i can be selfish like a pig or to be hate my someone ...but truly.. .y coulDnt i.??!! what is wrong with me and enD of the Day i'm the one to feel sorry, frustrateD for all these happening?!! WTF?!?!

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All I want to say is u r always very busy at work of which is totally out of our hands and we both are just as frustrated. I know you have put effort to make changes and you are just as poor as I do. But u have to know that I can totally tolerate you simply becos I luv you, but not becoz it is meant to be. For work life that like, frankly speaking, it is something that no one can accept it.. not even me or u.

I know you care about me a lot and thou you r a blunt person and never meant to hurt me. I’m mature enough to understand the situation, I know u were tired and still feeling unwell lastnite and said something that u didn’t mean to .. but somehow, some words u said were actually quite hurtful and your bluntness has got me this time. I’ve been putting great effort to adjust myself to ur busiest and frustrated work schedule, even delighted to have you as my boss to make most decisions. But I just want to let u know that..i’m a person with emotion too n sometimes I need to express myself verbally and hopefully to have some caring feedback and that’s wot we called communication.

But this time, ur bluntness has really got me …

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